Dreams are as real as me and you...

So stuck in a state of feeeeeeling oh whats the word....trapped...in this town...smh I know I have potential to do great things but when you are in a place where you can barely survive how can you progress to something better? Ugh this is all a bit much but I'm destined to not give up on my dreams.....

really tho....

emotions are not toys...not experiments....not there for anyone elses viewing pleasure......ughhhh

love...or in this case lack there of....

there is nothing more mortifying then saying the words "i love you" to someone....there the potential for disaster once those words slip from the comfort of ones mouth and into an atmosphere that could accept those words with reciprocity or shun them with indifference....this is how im feeling today....today is a day more on the bitter side..bitter yet beautiful fine the beauty in everything..even in heartache....
song that applies to me right "broken hearted girl" by beyonce